I’m pretty sad today…. Y? Hubby went for courses at Perak for 2 months. 2 months? Yup! 2 months! Ridiculous right? That’s my hubby’s office style for induction, keluarga angkat and army courses. Since we got married, we had never been separated from each other for more than 2 weeks. Never in my life yet! This is my 1st time. It does hurts me. Huhuhuhu…. 😥
Not even half a day after his departures, I could feel the loneliness inside me. So lonely. I appreciated him more now.
On evening, after performing my Asar prayer, I went out to buy dinner for myself and Opah. I also went to Giant myself to get chrysanthemum drinks, milk and biscuit. Huhuhhuhu….
All this reminds me of hubby. Usually, he will always be there to buy me dinner, lunch, breakfast and accompany me and drive me to Giant where ever he could. He usually never disappoints his wife. He will always be there for me for anything… Only now, I can’t rely on him for 2 months, until early of March. Huhuhuhuhuhu…. I’m sad! I’m Crying…. 😥 😥 😥
We got to know about these courses on last Friday. On Saturday, I suddenly feel that I having sore throat at night. Then, on Sunday, it getting worst and finally I had to be absent from works from Monday until today. My sore throat was gone and replaced with bad coughing. So bad until I couldn’t even sleep at night. Hubby as well. Pity to him. Of course he worried to left his wife behind with this sick condition. I also never expect that I will experience this coughing again for 2nd time during my 3 months pregnancy. Is that sign of sadness? I don’t know… It’s just coincidently happened in that way. I hope it’s not and it will disappear quickly.
I know, maybe I’m too much in crying out for his departures. I know a lot of you readers experienced worst than mine. I know…. But, I’m just writing here hoping that all of you could at least console, soothe, calm or maybe cheer me up so that it could relieve my sadness. It was so hard for me to go through this 1st time experience especially with my present condition. I’m just so sad. Sooooo sad…. 😥 😥 😥 😥
I pray to Allah that He will ease my hubby in facing all the challenges in that Courses and passed all the tests there. Let him be safe and healthy all the time.
Ya Allah! Kau lindungilah suamiku ya Allah! Berikan dia kekuatan dan kesihatan ya Allah! Hanya Engkau tempat kami bermohon dan mengharap ya Allah! Aminnnn….
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